Dance!!

Do you hear the music??Do you hear the sound??
Do you have the basic??To dance me around??

I love dancing..
That's most probably the reason I love party too..
Being an Asian..
We often tightened down by a lot of social norms..
That restrain us from doing anything we really like..
We do not express ourselves openly in front of others..
Therefore dancing in public is never our culture..
It's too dangerous to expose who we are..
As body language would be the most direct way to project one's true-self..
We are too afraid to let the world come into our heart..

Today..YES today!!
It's time for us to throw away all the worries..
Free yourself and tell the stories..
Open your heart to the world..
Dance like a diva as if there were nobody watching..
Again..

Do you hear the music??Do you hear the sound??
Do you have the basic??To dance me around??

The Cliff..

At times I hold back when I try to give..
Even I know I love so much to have..
Understanding myself best who I really am..
The more I love the more I dare not to pour my heart out..
I treasure everyone I like/love that happened to be in my life..
They cherish my journey in every way possible..
Being easily-attached to people..
Sometimes I just wish they would never leave..
But life does not work this way..
We all move on whether we like it or not..

Hold your horse before you crash down the cliff..

Wonderful Arrangement of Life..

You would never know what life has in store for you..
Sometimes it just surprised me when I least expected it..
A lot of times I was struck amazed by it's wonderful arrangement..
Being very conscious about self-safety..
I had never traveled a long distance alone
to a place of unknown..
If I were given a choice..
The risk would definitely not be taken..
Yet sometimes situation does not allow us
to do only what we want..

So that day due to my responsibility as an ICXer in AIESEC..
I left with no choice but to make my first so called adventure
to Putrajaya by public transport..
Going was not a problem as
I had a companion to lead our way..
The inner struggle started when I had to come back by myself..
Already being drained out by the long-waiting process in immigration department..
The unfamiliar faces that surrounded only add on my insecurity..

Two and a half hours of delay on my preset schedule was slowly eating up my patience..
Finally I got the immigration approval letter in my hands at 4.35PM ..
Mission accomplished at last!!
It's time to head back to Kuala Lumpur..
The sky was relatively dark that moment..
Just like my mood this late afternoon..It was my luck when I realized that
I missed the train back to town in a 10-step distance..The train went off in front of my eyes..
"Oh damn!!"
Knowing the fact that I have to drag my journey
to another half an hour until the next train comes..
Despair hit me hard..
Until a guy who also missed a train like I did turned and asked..
"Hey!! Are you an AIESECer too??"
Giving him a frown my answer was "Yes"..

Totally out of random..I found out that he was a former AIESECer from UKM
who we share a lot of common friends..and I was recognized simply because I had an AIESEC shirt on..
Two strangers linked by a single name started talking..
Half an hour of sharing lighten
the torturing of expecting the next train..
Time flies without we even realized it..
So..
I bumped into a stranger that later on became my friend..
Just when I thought I was going to go through
the ups and downs of the journey all by myself..
The unexpected meet amazed me and it created a big impact in me..
Once I was told to believe that the world is safe for me to explore..
But I have never trusted it..
Now..
I am starting to love the randomness in my life..
Life has more to be explored..

The Red Light..

Before this evening..

I used to think that..
The term "Red Light" was just another connotation..

Until I was shown to the darkest side of our world..

There at this sleazy corner in a squalid lane..

I saw Devil's true colour..

Red light was glowing from ajar doors..

Beasties' eyes were staring greedily through the slit..

In the world of red..

Pimps brothels prostitutes..

Love is lust..

They shed their tears and blood..

Betrayed their soul to struggle for a living..

RED..

A colour of sin..

Burning Fire..

I would say..
LOVE is like a burning fire..
Ignited by the drive of passion..
A heat that keeps the lovers' heart warmed..
A spark that kindles the dying spirits..

LOVE is like a burning fire..
It turns uncontrollable and burns on lovers' happiness..
A conflagration that cremates lovers' soul into ashes..
Hurts every inch of their skin and bone..

Stand there and watch me burn..

*LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE - Rihanna ft. Eminem*

A Reverie of Romance..

Waiting patiently but eagerly..

For a chance..

To the land I dream to be every day and night..

I yearn to be hugged by the cultural arms of Iberian Peninsula..

Touched by the tender breeze from Mediterranean Sea..

And indulge in the piquant street of soft-spoken Spanish in the evening..

Fill my lungs with the aromatic smell of Espresso..

Where I will find myself tipsy staring at the beautiful neon lights of the city..

My heart ponders seeing couples kissing lovingly in a dim corner..

Here I meet his soul reaching eyes..

Kiss a stranger under the romantic moon..

I hear " Bésame Mucho " whispered..

Tipsy oh tipsy I am..