Home..

If I'm going home..

I wish you were there waiting for me..

It's your love that makes it so real..

Los Ojos..

Sometimes..

I wish I could give you more..

More than just a smile that pretends not to understand..

When all you have ever wanted is just

a reassurance of your love coming back from these talking eyes..

I'm sorry..

Sorry for keeping my eyes away from yours..

I want to hide my true feelings that bring butterflies into my stomach..

My eyes cannot tell lies..

Looking straight into your eyes might just expose my biggest secret right in front of you..

Please do not get me wrong if I tried to run away from you..

You know I do not mean to push you away..

I am just holding myself back..

I..

AM.. 

JUST.. 

TOO AFRAID.. 

TO BELIEVE IN LOVE AGAIN..

Feelings, Perceptions and Experiences..

Regardless of how close two individuals are..
There are a lot of things we couldn't share..

Feelings could be very personal..
Given the same situation..
Different individuals would have different feelings towards the same thing..
It is almost impossible for any individual to feel the exact same way like the other as feelings come from perceptions..
And perceptions have to come from past experiences..
These experiences that we own are the ones that differ us from one another..
Making every each of us a special individual by our own..

How are your feelings like today??

A Brand New Year..

01.01.2011..

A date that marks a new page of my life..

Finished half of my university life in Kuala Lumpur..

I am coming back for the 4th semester..

Wanting to achieve more..

2010 was a fruitful year in my personal development..

I have learnt much more than what I have expected to gain..

Nothing beats the feeling of seeing oneself turning into a better person..

After 20 years of being clueless..

I am glad to say that finally now I have an idea on what I want in my life..

2011 will be a brand new year..

That awaits to be planted with blossoming flower..