Wonderful Arrangement of Life..

You would never know what life has in store for you..
Sometimes it just surprised me when I least expected it..
A lot of times I was struck amazed by it's wonderful arrangement..
Being very conscious about self-safety..
I had never traveled a long distance alone
to a place of unknown..
If I were given a choice..
The risk would definitely not be taken..
Yet sometimes situation does not allow us
to do only what we want..

So that day due to my responsibility as an ICXer in AIESEC..
I left with no choice but to make my first so called adventure
to Putrajaya by public transport..
Going was not a problem as
I had a companion to lead our way..
The inner struggle started when I had to come back by myself..
Already being drained out by the long-waiting process in immigration department..
The unfamiliar faces that surrounded only add on my insecurity..

Two and a half hours of delay on my preset schedule was slowly eating up my patience..
Finally I got the immigration approval letter in my hands at 4.35PM ..
Mission accomplished at last!!
It's time to head back to Kuala Lumpur..
The sky was relatively dark that moment..
Just like my mood this late afternoon..It was my luck when I realized that
I missed the train back to town in a 10-step distance..The train went off in front of my eyes..
"Oh damn!!"
Knowing the fact that I have to drag my journey
to another half an hour until the next train comes..
Despair hit me hard..
Until a guy who also missed a train like I did turned and asked..
"Hey!! Are you an AIESECer too??"
Giving him a frown my answer was "Yes"..

Totally out of random..I found out that he was a former AIESECer from UKM
who we share a lot of common friends..and I was recognized simply because I had an AIESEC shirt on..
Two strangers linked by a single name started talking..
Half an hour of sharing lighten
the torturing of expecting the next train..
Time flies without we even realized it..
So..
I bumped into a stranger that later on became my friend..
Just when I thought I was going to go through
the ups and downs of the journey all by myself..
The unexpected meet amazed me and it created a big impact in me..
Once I was told to believe that the world is safe for me to explore..
But I have never trusted it..
Now..
I am starting to love the randomness in my life..
Life has more to be explored..

The Red Light..

Before this evening..

I used to think that..
The term "Red Light" was just another connotation..

Until I was shown to the darkest side of our world..

There at this sleazy corner in a squalid lane..

I saw Devil's true colour..

Red light was glowing from ajar doors..

Beasties' eyes were staring greedily through the slit..

In the world of red..

Pimps brothels prostitutes..

Love is lust..

They shed their tears and blood..

Betrayed their soul to struggle for a living..

RED..

A colour of sin..

Burning Fire..

I would say..
LOVE is like a burning fire..
Ignited by the drive of passion..
A heat that keeps the lovers' heart warmed..
A spark that kindles the dying spirits..

LOVE is like a burning fire..
It turns uncontrollable and burns on lovers' happiness..
A conflagration that cremates lovers' soul into ashes..
Hurts every inch of their skin and bone..

Stand there and watch me burn..

*LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE - Rihanna ft. Eminem*

A Reverie of Romance..

Waiting patiently but eagerly..

For a chance..

To the land I dream to be every day and night..

I yearn to be hugged by the cultural arms of Iberian Peninsula..

Touched by the tender breeze from Mediterranean Sea..

And indulge in the piquant street of soft-spoken Spanish in the evening..

Fill my lungs with the aromatic smell of Espresso..

Where I will find myself tipsy staring at the beautiful neon lights of the city..

My heart ponders seeing couples kissing lovingly in a dim corner..

Here I meet his soul reaching eyes..

Kiss a stranger under the romantic moon..

I hear " Bésame Mucho " whispered..

Tipsy oh tipsy I am..

Love So Near..

Love is so near..
So near that she can even breath it..
Slowly filling her every sense..
Yet..
She hesitates in front of the heart that beeps only for her..
Stretching out for love involves too much of a risk..
It kills her apparently..

At this high time of her life..
She has no choice but to calculate love the way it shouldn't be..
Freedom is priceless..
She longs to soar high in the sky..
reaches the stars..

Until the day she meets her soul mate..
In this enchanted sky..

One Year After..

One year after..
All I could remember about you is the sweet time we used to spend together..
Resentment that once polluted my heart had gone with time..
Only the laughter remains..
It's the reason I could probably smile to myself even after a few more years..
Yes I will remember you..
Not the way you left but the way you once lived in my heart..
One year..
I wish you well..
One day..
May be one year after..
We will see each other smiling across the crowd..

Raining Night..

Creative Writing 2nd Attempt..

1 Night
2 Everybody sleeping
3 Under the roof
4 A little girl smiling
5 She hears Rain God singing

1 Sky

2 Scudding clouds

3 Rain God saw

4 A little girl smiling

5 Love at the first sight

2  Never better

4  Love in the air

6  One on land one on sky

8   He touches her body with his gender tears

10 Smiling she dances the whole night with his love showering