Secret Yearning..

As cool as i might look like..

As tough as i might sound like..

As choosy as i am always..

Again..

I am just another ordinary girl..

Who secretly yearn for..

Someone who loves me for who I am..

Someone who is ready to be there for me..

Someone who I feel extremely comfortable with..

Someone who let me lean on his chest or arms..

Someone who keeps me preciously in his heart..

Someone as simple as this..=)

Someone..

There is always someone..

He or she is not your lover..

Not even your close friend..

They are just another normal friend to you..

You guys barely talk..

The thought of asking them out have never came across your mind..

But when you accidently bumped into them..

You thanked God for doing so..

You never needed them..

But you missed them quite a lot..

Especially on the one and only great moment you guys had together..

When you do not see them around..

You feel something is missing..

You just happened to like that person so much..

Without any reason..

You simply feel comfortable and happy to have them next to you..

You enjoy their company more than everything..

In a way..

They are not someone that you have ever chosen..

But at the same time.

They are someone that you do not want to lose..

Someone out there..=)

Such Is Life..

Such is life..

I always feel this way..

The person i like never likes me back..

But the person i have never thought of would always turn out to be the one who likes me most..

Apparently God is playing a fool with me..

Miki In Her Wonderland..

Finally after 8 months..
I have done wallowing in my muddy corner..

NO MORE melancholic love..
I came to realise that my life has much more to take care of..
Than hanging on to a faded relationship..
It's time to wash my feet and MOVE ON..

Surprisingly..
The jungle outside my little pond wasn't as scary as it seems..
Every step i take it's a fresh start..
I'm engrossed in this enchanted jungle..

Suddenly i feel like "Alice"..
Creating adventures in the Wonderland..
Seeking for my real destiny..

Yes..
I'm a freeman now..
Just like what they sang in "Boulevard of Broken Dreams"..
My shadow is the only one that walks beside me..
My shallow heart is the only thing that is beating..
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me..
Till then I walk alone..
=)

The Very First Attempt On Creative Writing..

With the passion of trying out everything i could..

In this three years of university life..

I have grabbed an opportunity to be in the class of..

Creative Writing Workshop..

Without much explanation from me..

What Creative Writing is about..

Move your fingers and..

Google it if you are interested to know more..

At the very first lesson..

Immediately..

We have to make up a few stories..

By using only nine or fifteen words..

Based on our creativity and imagination..

Here's the outcome..

Of my cranky tiny brain..

ENJOY..

9 words stories:

1 Moon

2 Above shining

3 Under the trees

2 Shadow changing

1 Lycanthropy

1 Raining

2 Wind blowing

3 Umbrella is missing

2 Stuck outside

1 Wet

1 Turn

2 On lights

3 Cockroaches passed by

2 And say

1 Hi!

15 words stories:

5 Pretending he was the superman

4 Flying in the sky

3 Jump off from

2 The table

1 Ambulance!

5 Books books and more books

4 Study study and study

3 What is life?

2 Asked a

1 Student

5 Three main races living together

4 In two parts, both

3 Peninsular and Borneo

2 We're One

1 Malaysia

5 Mirror mirror on the wall

4 Who is the fairest

3 Of them all

2 Me? Stop

1 Dreaming

5 An old woman of seventy

4 Abandoned by her kids

3 Left alone with

2 An old

1 Dog

Me And You..

Never knew that i could still miss you so much..

Just when i thought that i have already let you go..

You came back quietly as i stepped on our stamping ground..

I see all these while..

You were just hiding in the deepest part of the broken heart..

Reaching the island in dark..

From a distance on the Bridge..

Memories rushed in like torrent to my mind..

A light sadness overwhelmed me..

I remembered the words you told me the first day..

You didn't know that they took my breath away..

Once i had the whole world with me..

And now i'm left with nothing..

I believe i can smile it through with tears rolling in my eyes..

I know everywhere i go i'll see us..

Around the corners..

Where i used to reminisce about the past and dream on the future..

I think of you whenever i close my eyes and drift away..

Everything remains unchanged..

Only from now onwards..

There's no more US..

It's only ME and YOU..

The Song..

She remembers that once she came across a song that she fell in love with on the spot..but lost it just because she didn't know the name of the song..she was so upset yet she could do nothing..all that while..she was trying so so hard to retrieve that song..she searched on the web..she wanted to seek help from her friends..but what she could provide as a clue was just the last rhythm of the song..nobody could help out but only herself who knew what she was looking for..days after days..the searching process had made her so tired until she finally fed up..

Then..one day..like any other normal days..which she had already put the intention of searching behind..in a moving car with drizzle outside the window..there..the radio station played the EVER WANTED SONG she was dying for..SHE WAS SO TOUCHED AT THE PARTICULAR MOMENT..

I THINK THIS APPLY AS WELL IN LOVE..

Dedicated for the song.."SHE'LL BE LOVED" by Maroon 5..